I can sort of organize these thoughts better into text, and understand them better myself once I read them back.
I never really was affected by some guy trying to cuck me since in the end, his smug face would soon become that of a sad cuck when my slut of a wife would fuck that shota looking elf motherfucker.
This trait persists early in the show, where she protects Kaneki from inflicting harm on himself and others.
All I feel now is rage.